So Real

and the tragic come unzipped as you shoot it from the hip
of a happy song, a symphony, a seven story drop of gravity



hey guys
sorry i havent posted a proper blog for awhile, ive had a bit on my mind and havent been much in the mood for posting.


i just want to answer a couple comments.
-helping hand
i didnt reply to an email because i never received it, you mightve typed the email in wrong otherwise i think it was that weeek that hotmail wasnt working properly like i dont think it was sending and receiving all emails.
and also thanks everyone for suggesting stuff and all that.
-nia
yes that picture is supposed to be funny, i found it quite hilarious and just thought id post it.


anway i kinda have a lot to tell

on saturday the 3rd(?) i ended up in hospital again and was kept there until 3am sunday morning.
lets say i was not happy about that, i had a foreign doctor and i usually dont mind foreign doctors but this one was very incredibly hard to understand and didnt really listen to me until i repeated myself atleast 10 times.
i also had to have a drip put in my arm, so i asked for it in my hand so i could still bend my arm but he put it in my wrist crooked. so when i moved my hand it hurt. he really was an idiot.
i also had to have this drink that the nurse called a 'pink lady' because well it was pink, it tasted absolutely horrible i almost vomited after taking it and then it felt like my throat was swelling up and closing. when the nurse came back to check on me i tried to tell her that i was getting a pain in my lungs but she said 'no, i dont want to hear it.'
so all in all a horrible weekend

i cant remember the date but i went late night shopping with bianca, it was so fun.
we went to sugarland, i cant remember all the details.
we went into equip because bianca wanted to buy earrings and she took about half an hour choosing a pair and i bought a compact mirror and a keychain, we also both bought the dolly magazine for the freebies which was gum, a crappy bracelet, and some other stuff.
and then we went into bras n things and bought knickers because there was a sale on 3 for 18$
we took a couple photos and when we were outside waiting for my mom to come to pick me up we were looking through the glass doors back into sugarland and theres this machine where you put in money and you try and pick up a prize with a claw thing i think its called a skilltester anyway it must play some sort of music when you put money in because there was this very large woman dancing next to it, it was quite hilarious.

i also went to the movies with racene on a sunday. we saw Yes Man, it was pretty good :) after that we went across the road to maccas for lunch where we talked about pretty much everything, then went back across the road past the cinema to the warehouse (now known as sams warehouse) and just walked around chatting and such, it was really fun.

me and adam eventually got back to normal, its hard to explain what went wrong but now everythings good again.

also im still sick with whatever i had back on the 2nd of january
the doctors dont really know whats wrong, ive had a blood test and im getting a medical breath test on the 30th, im also seeing a new doctor on the 29th because my current doctor doesnt listen to me.
my blood test results showed im aenemic.

anway im gonna try and post more often again.

[photos included below] love yous



me and bianca





a tower me and racene built from our maccas lunch rubbish

racene and me