So Real

I'm having trouble fitting in with the new family.

Lois likes to remind me of the fact that my parents don't want me.

They don't leave me alone, they're always right there in my face.

I walked out yesterday. Walked from one end of Moore Park to the other. I was going to walk into town but there weren't any street lights on the highway. I texted nearly everyone in my phonebook. Todd said I could stay at his and Chris was able to pick me up. I think I got sick last night because it was really cold.

Todd says he still really likes me.
Josh says he really likes me aswell.

Todd's mom gave me some pyjamas and a new pair of knickers to wear.

I shared a bed with Todd last night because I didn't want to sleep alone. He kept waking up and then waking me up. It was cold too because he had the aircon on.

I let slip to Josh that I slept with Todd last night. Meaning literally slept, clothes on. He doesn't seem to be talking to me anymore.

I'm not going to TAFE today. I'm too tired, physically and emotionally.

Todd's finishing school after first session. I'm gonna help him with his maths assignment.

Josh wants to take me out on a romantic date.

I really like them both.

I also really want some donuts. I think I'll walk into town later and get some, unless Todd can drive me in.

I think right now I really need a hug.

I also feel like I owe Chris a billion seeing as he drove from the farthest side of Bundaberg all the way out to Moore Park.

Chris laughed at me last night.
Me: *Gets in car*
Chris: What'd you do?
Me: I lost my temper, badly.
Chris: Ohno.
Me: Yea.
Chris: *Laughs* You're scary when you lose your temper.

Chris is really cute. So are Todd and Josh.

Maybe I like all three.

I'm really confused.