And I'm thinking awful things
I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
And this apartment is starving for an argument.
Anything at all to break the silence.
Wandering this house like I've never wanted out
And this is about as social as I get now.
And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you
Cause they would never do, I would never do.


Hey, I just remembered I'd post photos of my hair after my most recent dying so they're at the bottom of the post. Anyway, now onto my week.

Wednesday 13th May
I was sick so I just stayed home and didn't do much.

Thursday 14th May
Went to Hinkler for late night with Adam. Saw Racene when I was ordering a cookies and cream coffee and she added whipped cream and caramel which I didn't ask for but tasted good. Adam wanted to buy me a warm jacket because none of mine are very warm and it's been cold lately but he should be saving his money so I pretended to not like any of them. Going late night probably wasn't a good idea because after I got home I was sicker again so yea. Had a fight with mom that night because I'm sick, according to her I must choose when I get sick.

Friday 15th May
Had a fight with mom in the morning then went back to sleep. When I eventually woke up properly I cleared my floor and exercised.
At about 2PM Adam came over and he stayed over the night. We didn't do much just watched tv, surfed the net. I slept on the floor with him that night because my bed is only a single. He again tried to steal the blankets but I was prepared by lying on part of them, he snored but that was easy to ignore and Roxsas slept at our feet which was cute :)

Saturday 16th May
Didn't wake up until nearly 10AM, I read a book and half watched tv and Adam half watched tv and slept. He left at around 2PM

Sunday 17th May
I did nothing and I am extremely annoyed about that and I will explain why.
I had plans made to see Adam on Sunday - remember that. Riley texted me on Wednesday telling me he was coming home for the weekend but when I told him I had plans to see Adam all weekend he told me to cancel Sunday so I talked to Adam and he said yes since Riley is barely ever in town. I told Riley to ask his mom to make sure it would be okay but he just said it was fine. On Saturday after Adam left I went online and Riley said he'd ask his mom but I might not be able to go over on Sunday but said he'd text me to let me know. Around 11PM Saturday Riley came online again and said he'd forgotten to ask and his mom was now in bed so he'd ask in the morning and text me in the morning to let me know. 3PM Sunday I got a text from Riley telling me I couldn't go over because he had to do assignments and shit.
So incase you don't see why I'm extremely annoyed about this.
Riley told me to cancel plans to see him.
I told Riley to ask his mom but he said it'd be fine.
He was meant to text me Saturday but didn't.
He was meant to text me Saturday night but didn't.
He was meant to text me Sunday but didn't until 3PM and last I checked that was afternoon not morning.
These assignments he had, he could've done them Saturday since he was so eager to see me that he got me to cancel plans.

Monday 18th May
Didn't do much, mostly exercised. I had physio this afternoon, I had to buy myself a new exercise ball because mine has gone missing. I had to pump it up tonight with a foot pump, the air hose on the pump kept coming out so that was a bit annoying. I think Roxsas might be scared of it, she was on my bed whilst I was pumping it up and she just stared at it for ages afterwards and then snuck up to it, sniffed it then snuck out of my room.

On Friday morning I finally finished a piece of writing that I've been working on since last year and I posted it on my myspace blog as some of you may have noticed. Bianca automatically assumed that it was about her and got shitty over that.
Sunday night Bianca messaged me telling me that she was automatically assuming I don't want to be her friend. She also assumed I like fighting with her.
-_-
The piece of writing was about several people, one of them her but I'm sure she would have no idea which because she never asked.
She didn't ask if I wanted to sort things out she assumed I didn't.
I absolutely love fighting with people, the added stress is just super fantastic *Sarcasm*


I think the reason I don't write about my main problems on here is because I don't know how to bring them up, but I honestly have no idea.

Hope you're all well.
x


10 opinions:

mia said...

your hair looks awesome (:

that's cute of adam, to try to buy you a jacket :P & roxsas sleeping at your feet, haha.

wow, i can definitely see why you're annoyed at riley. i'd be pissed too if someone told me to cancel all my plans then not even hang out with me. :|

& i saw the piece of writing, i really liked it. i also saw bianca's comment on it, assuming it's about her.
i really hope you two fix things.

& if you really want to talk about your main problems and stuff, you don't need a way to bring them up. just write.. "these are my problems" & we'll read and try to help you if you need it. :)

xx

Marri said...

i love your hair, i told you that on myspace.

Speaking of which, I saw the writing, and I know EXACTLY what you mean about Bianca. I mean, when I write something like that, Kate automatically assumes it's about her.

OhMyGod, my mom says the EXACT same thing to me. I'll be like, sick, and she'll be like, "You're always sick when you have to do something" like I choose when I am. -_-

i agree with mia about writing your problems.

Riley really should have asked his mom before Sunday, maybe even before he contacted you so you knew FOR SURE you two would be spending time together.

xxx

Miranda said...

I love your hair :)

I think it's nice that Adam tried to buy you a jacket.

i hope you two fix things.

i really can see why you are annoyed at riley, i would be.

Miranda said...

Oh, and about the lunch account:
See, everyone in the school has a lunch account, that you can put money in to prepay your lunch.
Jackson spread a rumor that she added $20.00, but I told her that I did it, because in order to add money, you his password. (which she has...memorized)

Caz said...

you have babe hair, man. and that's really sweet of adam to try to buy you a jacket. the most i get is the SG trying to make me eat on camp because he thought I was going all ano on him :P


dude, i can definitely see why you're angry at riley. i would be pissed off too, especially if i had to cancel plans to see adam and then nothing ended up happening anyway.
what a tool.

lurve you xxxxx

Anonymous said...

You really shouldn't have pretended to not like any of those jackets Adam was going to buy you :).
He could probably see your Goosebumps all over your skin and knew you needed something warmer.
And I'm pretty sure he'd Much rather you tell him things you'd like than him wasting it on junk he doesn't need like lollies and games :)

Look at me, talking like I know him or something, that'd be ridiculous.
I was just bored and realised you gave me your blogger URL a few weeks back :).

Marri said...

Ah, no problem. I'd figure commenting would be better, cause you'd have to wait for the post.

Well, for me, my mic&camera are IN my laptop, so for me its just:

-Up at the top, click your penname. It should take you to a page with some video boxes.
- Click the "Broadcast Now!" Button, and then click the screen when you can see a vague outline of yourself.

For me, the computer will give me a note saying, "BlogTV would like to use the Acer Mic&Webcam. Approve or Deny?"

It depends on your webcam. I also had a problem with my mic - it wasn't working, so I had to go through the computer and make sure it new my voice, which I could have Nigel help with.

Um, so I guess if you have the mic and webcam all set up properly, it should work.

What, exactly, is the problem with it?

Oh, can you tell me how you got that background on your vlog? I don't know how to do that.
xx

Marri said...

it made sense. thank you.

Anonymous said...

See some of it was about me, so therefore I wasn't assuming like you had said. Thanks.

And feel free to let me know when you want to maybe try and sort things out, or at least when you have thought about it.


ilymfs.

Anonymous said...

Okay, so we were both right, some of it was about me, but not all of it. I get it.

also, you know I still want to be your friend, if I didn't want to I would have said so, which I clearly dont remember doing and I don't remember you saying it either. You also said you wanted time to think about being my friend or not, which is what I'm waiting on.