So Real

Tried to make it through my day so I could sleep at night
Tried to figure out my way through the maze
Of rights and wrongs, but like you used to say
Nothing feels like it's really worth it
Forget perfect, I'm trying not to be worthless
Since I last saw you I been looking for a purpose
Well I met this kid who thought like I did
He had a weird way of looking at it
This is what he said
Slip out the back before they know you were there
And at the worst you'll see nobody cares
Cos you don't wanna be around when it all goes down
Even heroes know when to be scared


hey, above is some lyrics from Slip Out The Back by Fort Minor

man do i have big news that wont be revealed until the end of the post :) also im not gonna do that tagged thing because i couldnt think of 16 interesting facts and ive been tagged like 4 times, THE PRESSURE IS TOO MUCH I SAY!!!!! :)

MONDAY
the fellas finished pouring concrete for the new driveway (did i mention that?) and it has to be left to set for a couple days.
i also woke up with a cold, can you believe it?! a cold in the frickin australian summer, i really think it shouldnt be called a cold but instead a heat.

TUESDAY (today)
woke up with a drippy nose and a sore throat (yuckyuckyuck)
and i couldnt get back to sleep even though it was like 4.30am so i read and sneezed, i am quite the multi-tasker :)
i eventually dragged my lazy arse outta bed and had ice cream for brekkie, but it was all iced over so it wasnt that nice
then i had a long shower and when i got out and was drying off i heard roxas jumping at the door to get in
and then... at about 2.30pm.....mother dearest finished work early and came home....then took me to the ....... Queensland Transpot building!!!
sure that doesnt sound very exciting but i was there for a reason...
to try for my learners
and youve probabl guessed it
I CAN NOW LEGALLY DRIVE WITH AN ADULT WHO HAS HAD AN OPEN LISCENCE FOR ATLEAST A YEAR!!
thats almost freedom
though the photo on my liscence is horrible, but they always are
then i called dad and told him and he was happy for him, then mom and i went home to grab the L plates and i went for my first drive
it was scary as hell! first i nearly ran into a tree trying to turn around, THEN i came to a sudden stop in the middle of an intersection, but i slowly got better
my main problem is corners and staying on my side of the road :)
when mom and i got home dad wanted to know where we went because he wanted to take me for my first drive lol

obviously i didnt go to the movies with emma L again today because she texted me last night saying she had a natropath appointment and wanted to know if we could go to the movies at 2.30 instead of 4 and i told her no because i was going for my learners and she never replyed so shes probably a bit pissy with me but in my opinion i cant be expected to respond to her every change and cal, i ahve my own life.

but yea

also im staying at rileys from tomorrow until saturday, he invited me shopping with two of his friends aswell, aslong as they dont react like his other school friends who told me it was gross that i pierced my own lip

im gonna try and change this layout tonight aswell


love you girls so much!