So Real

hey sorry times one hundred thousand million times.

its been a bit of a week.
so i'll start from after i last posted

WEDNESDAY 24th december
uhhm cant remember anything

THURSDAY 25th december
what a day.
i woke up pretty early but couldnt be bothered getting out of bed so i just stayed there until mom told me to get up to open presents.
i got a nice silver pair of earrings from katelyn, a necklace, lipgloss, lip bar, nail polish and a photo from riley, my laptop from mom, a dress and shirt from santa and probably some other stuff but yea.
then we went over to my cousins for lunch. my aunty cheryl is deathly annoying, and my uncle and cousins are unnaturally tall. except for aaron but hes only like 12.
then some guy called matthew came and i couldve killed him with my butter knife. his like was so annoying. at first it was hahahahaha then hahahhahaha but it got high pitched at the end, then he slapped his leg, then it turned into hahahehehohahe. i was just like omg!
then me and mom went and picked up adam and brought him here to my house so i could see him on christmas and exchange presents and such. it was horrible.
i gave him and expensive wallet and chain and he gave me a calendar, cheap earrings, and a plush toy. gee thanks, just what ive always wanted. =/
THEN he didnt talk to me nearly all afternoon, i got so bored i went into my room and used my laptop for a bit then went back out at around 5ish because mom was coming home to drop him home because his parents are always 2 hours late picking him up. anyway i came out of my room at about 4.50ish and he said something about having 'alot on his mind' then that was it.
he then texted me at about 8ish saying again he had a lot on his mind, that didnt mean much to me if he didnt explain it so i asked him to come online to explain it and he said he would, it took him until almost midnight to come online then he barely said two words to me again.
it isnt needed to say that i was very very extremely annoyed.

FRIDAY 26th december
i sent adam alot of texts but didnt get a reply until nearly midnight when he told me he'd been sleeping all day. i was just like yes whatever. because whilst i was waiting for some kind of communication from him id asked his neighbour if she'd heard from him that day and then she started going on about how he'd been talking to her about apparent problems we'd been having, and she basically ended up saying it was all my fault which means adam has been talking about me about apparent problems hinting that their all my fault. i was extremely pissed off by the time he texted me.

SATURDAY 27th december
my job trial!!
i think it went well
i didnt do much else that i remember
still annoyed at adam

SUNDAY 28th december
i was asked to go back to work and i worked from 10am -1am serving customers and such it wasnt bad. then one of the bosses kathy gave me a sort of work roster, i have work monday, tuesday, friday, saturday, sunday.
im also getting paid. i havent definately got the job but if i do well i think ive got it. i have to impress 4 bosses.
talked to adam a little, he didnt actually explain anything but i think it was that day he texted me a heap of things that wouldve been sweet if he hadnt of been trying to get me to be not annoyed at me and he said those were on his mind but he didnt want to tell me because he didnt want to something something. i told him that was stupid.

MONDAY 29th december
went shopping with mom in the morning, mainly to get pants because all of mine are too big for some reason.
got home and was so tired because i couldnt sleep the night before, so i laid down for a nap then adam texted me and i then told him i had work, i hadnt actually told anyone except yous and todd because todd is lovely.
had work at 5.30-8.30pm so i had closing.
it went well, served a heap of people, there ended up a heap of christmas beetles in the store towards the end of the night. then we had to like count all the money and make sure all the scratchies added up and that, we were a couple dollars off for the scratchies.

TUESDAY 30th december (today)
went for a drive this morning for about 3ish hours, i think ive nearly done 9 hours :)
then i came home and got ready for work which was from 5.30-8.30pm again.
i served a heap of customers and all that and there was a bit of drama aswell.
first i lady came in with her teenage daughter and a younger daughter who was about 7ish and the mom was saying there was a fella with himself flopped out taking a piss near the sidewalk so the police were called for indecent exposure and all that.
then i was serving a guy about a minute later and i was serving a guy and he asked if there had been a robbery or something because of the cop cars and i was like "err no just a guy doing a bit of indecent exposure"
then a couple came in and the lady was saying how they ran over a snake (probs brown or python) and they were worried it was wrapped up under the car so they kinda ran into the shop because the lady thought it was gonna jump out and eat them. then when they were gonna leave the lady was looking through the glass of the door looking for the snake.
then at the end of the night while chris was counting up the money me and brayden were counting the scratchies and we were about $200 off and we were like "...ohhh shit" and were going through everything re-adding up and using a calculator but we still ended up about $200 off so we left a note for the bosses to check the scratchies because we added up about 10 times and didnt get it right once.
and now im in bed watching friends season 8.

adam hasnt texted me today
i told him on monday that i was going into town on wednesday and if he wanted he could meet up with me and he said he would get his mom to drop him off into town but he hasnt mentioned it again and well hasnt talked to me today so i'll probs be by myself tomorrow but that happens, ive gotta look for a present for emma c because its her birthday on the 22nd january. i think i might get her some nice earrings or a silver bracelet or something from the jewellers.


i think i might go wake mom up because my back is hurting still, it has been for ages now i think im gonna go to physio for it or something maybe. but i'll get her to put some deep heat into my back to try and dull it.

i'll read and comment all your blogs tomorrow i think i might sleep now.

love yous