just as long as you were with me when the cold winds blow
sorry i realise its wednesday and i really meant to post sunday but i didnt because i wasnt really in a very good mood and then i kinda just left it until now.
so a recap
FRIDAY
didnt go to school because i dont remember but i didnt
SATURDAY
adam came over and we watched movies, it was a pretty good day.
SUNDAY
the teachers party. well that was a disaster and a half. for me anyway.
it was okay i guess but it couldve been better really.
first off, a couple days before the party riley was saying how he'd sit with me and keep me company because i cant really go down and walk on the sand as itd hurt my knee and my walking stick would sink into the sand so i was like yea sure okay if you want. well at the party he mustve spent a whole 2 minutes with me, just long enough to take a couple of photos with me his 'best friend' and then runs off to go frolic with the popular pretty girls. yea great best friend he is when its convenient to him.
well atleast one person realised i was there, her name is lucy and i havent mentioned her much but shes really nice and she sat with me the whole party.
but yea it was kinda lonely because ofcourse there were games and stuff happening that everyone who wasnt injured had to partake in, me being the only injured person was left alone.
so for the end of this post i have some photos to put in if i have time which i probably wont because my stupid idiodic brother wants the computer so he can look at tool, TOOLS! no not naked pornography tools but normal tools, YOU CAN WALK INTO A FUCKING SHOP AND LOOK AT TOOLS!!!! gah he pisses me off something bad.
also on sunday i had to write a speech for english, i loathe speeches, so all in all sunday sucked.
MONDAY
went to school
TUESDAY
didnt go to school because it was raining and i could slip over and break my neck or die or whatever.
also last night me and adam went to see SAW V it was pretty good, i reccomend it as long as youve seen the first four SAW movies :)
i have to log off now but i'll save this and finish it on my phone, so no photos this post i'll put them on next post. be back in a sec.
Here I am to finish my post. There will be punctuation from here on since my phone automatically does that.
WEDNESDAY (today)
Went to school and practiced my speech, I should hopefully go alright.
It was okay but fairly not okay.
Tonight bruce came home in a shit mood going on about whatever. Then he said something about having more money than mom and dad so I asked why he doesn't move out, life would be so much better without him. Anyway when I asked him that both mom and dad looked at him and said something about chris (his boyfriend?) and then went on to be a fuckhead asking when I'm gonna buy a car, when I'm gonna get a job, when I'm gonna stop pretending I had knee surgery.
Anyway the computer keeps restarting itself, the screen goes black and then it does all those things it does when it restarts, it is so very incredibly frustrating.
Tomorrow I'm not going into school until first lunch then I have to do my speech after that and then I'm going home second lunch so it hopefully shouldn't be a too bad day.
And next weeek on monday and tuesdya I'm in brisbane for hopefully my last appointment with the knee specialist doctor.
I've been reading all your blogs but just don't comment all the time sorry.
There's also something else kind of bothering me. So I've been trying to fix up the friendship with riley right but really he still only talks to me if he has a problem or if he has something to complain about but the other day I said something about not feeling very happy and he just stopped talking to me just as soon as I said that. Also riley and adam are kinda friends right, that's okay I suppose but I don't really like it. I don't want to be the bitchy girlfriend but I'd really rather if they weren't friends because really for awhile now its felt like rileys only really stayed friends with me because he wants to be friends with adam.
I mean honestly riley thinks he's adams best friend sorta thing but they hardly know eachother! They've met twice and they didn't really talk at all on either of those occasions. I guess I just really don't like them being friends.
Tell me honestly, does that make me totally spoiled and bitchy? =/
I'll put the photos into the next post.
I'll comment yous when I can.
I love yous
7 opinions:
You don't sound bitchy to me, but who knows what boys think. Riley seems like a real twat right now...pfft, I would've sat with you the whole party! Because you're awesome :D And rileys stupid not to notice. Try talking to Adam.
Lucy sounds wonderful :D
I don't like how your parents talked to you...meanies x(
And my phone does the automatic stuff, too! It has spell check, too. :D
love you, can't wait for the pictures!
my word verification is ellyies, which reminds me of wellies without the w.
Agree with mari, i don't think you're bitchy in the least, it's just a worry. & boys these days are all twaats. 8-) well, apart from Adam, he seems nice bless him :D
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You don't seem bitchy. Riley sounds like he's not a good friend at ALL; I understand why you wouldn't feel comfortable if he and Adam became best friends... it'd sort of make you feel like a '3rd wheel.' You're being just the opposite of bitchy.
anyway, sorry about Sunday.
Ugh. At least you had Lucy keeping you company; Riley's an idiot for saying he'd stay with you and then running off.
I haven't seen Saw V yet, seeing as no one else wants to go see it. Chickens.
Yeah, I hate speeches as well... actually, I think everyone does.
I don't really like writing reports about soap, either. You know, I rambled for 4 whole pages on that xD
1st page: Soap
2nd page: Is
3rd page: For
4th page: CLEANING!
Lol. Maybe not.
Gah! That stuff about getting a car and a job is extremely critical and unfair. Besides, you only turned 16 like two months ago, and why would you buy a car while you were on your learners, anyway?
And wtf? "Pretending" you had surgery? What's with that?
No, you don't sound bitchy at all. Riley's been neglecting your friendship and being friendlier towards Adam, who, though I'm sure is very nice, he hasn't known half as long.
Riley's supposed to be your best friend; it's not unfair of you to want him to start treating you like one.
Good luck with your speech, I hope your day is good :D
Hopefully you'll be lucky enough to come to Brizzie when it's not storming, for once!
Love you. <3
You don't sound bitchy. I assume you just care about Adam and don't want Riley to use him like he's using you?
And I don't see why he didn't sit with you at the party, I would have. :)
You're just as great as those "pretty girls" he hung out with, if not better.
Lucy sounds nice. :]
love you!
Oh gosh, that party sounds even worse than what you told me D:
You should have put chains around everyones ankles and forced them to stay and keep you company! :O
I would say give lucy a shiny medal for staying with you, but being with you's reward enough :D
Riley and everyone else are stupid idiot if they'd rather prance around playing their games. Games generally suck anyway! :)
I'd have sat with you and lucy cause all the "pretty popular girls" are nothing compared to you (:
Ofcourse bruce wouldn't be looking at naked pornography Tools while you're around, he most likely gets annoyed at you being home from school early because he had an afternoon of male pornography lined up (N)
Don't let anything that retard of a brother says to you, that boyfriend of his is probably abusive and he tries make up his manlyness at home. :)
*glares at mom* "i'll just need it for a minute" *gets off 10minutes later*
I sure hope that speech went all okay today :))
Stupid school making you go back tomorrow, they should just be like "oh sorry for the convienance, we'll just give you top marks and forget this incident?" But you better ask for more, maybe full marks for all tests in the future? (:
But you'll pass those tests anyway i'm sure, if not, just find something to blackmail the teachers about (a)
You're not a spoiled, bitchy girlfriend :) Getting to call you Mine *in a overly possesive voice* makes me feel like the luckiest person ever :)
I don't know why riley would think i'm a 'best-friend' or whatever, he's a person i know, and talk to a couple of times a month over msn, he's stuuuupid, and not being the greatest friend to you :(
Which i dislike, greatly, because you're simply the best person in the world(though i must say your blogger family seems just as awesome [= ) and everyone should want to be your friend, but hardly anyone really deserves to be friends with you :D
Smile chrissie, I love you! I'll do anything to make you smile :)
Seeing you on saturday? :D
Xox♥♥
I'll text you if this massive storm lets me send you any :D
But if i get struck down by lightning for going reception hunting outside, i might not send you many :)
I can't remember my blogger password!!! D: Ack!
riley seems like a fool times seven. let's beat him and shave his head :D
i missed you christiiiiiiiine! you need to post more, missy!
lovee you xxxxx
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