So Real

i spologize a trillion million billion times for not posting!! please forgive me??

ok so get comfy in your seats coz this may end up being a long and totally OMG i cant believe it post. comfy??

Friday
i ended up not staying at sammies coz it was so incredibly boring so i went home. and i was talking to riley and he asked me to stay over till sunday arvo coz emma C was also staying over so i asked mom and she said yes so i went and got changed out of my pyjamas and went over rileys. and when i got there i cant remember what we did but yea it was fun lol.
then we ate dinner on the trampoline and jile [rileys older brother] was sitting at the outside table by himself and we yelled at him calling him a loner but he wouldnt join us. then brady [rileys oldest brother] walked past looking at us wierdly and i shouted at him DONT LOOK AT US LIKE THAT! and he just kept walking.
then later that night i was sitting in the lounge room talking to anita [rileys mom] and brady went into the kitchen and started offering me alcoholic drinks and i was like ...nah thanks
then like near midnight me and emma were getting ready for bed and brady comes in and hes like "remember theres no locks on the lounge room doors, i think i might watch you sleep" its funny coz we just laughed at him. he tried to be scary but hes all talk =]

Saturday
we were meant to be waking up at 7am coz anita wanted to go shopping but noone came in and woke me and emma up till like 8am so we had to get ready fast lol.
then me,riley and anita were in one car and jile and emma were in the other car and we ended up racing and jile was tailgating so i texted emma and told her and she laughed.
then while anita did groceries us 4 just wandered around, didnt actually buy anything though lol.
then we met up with anita and went back home. racing again =]
haha then when we got home i think me and riley were watching hannah montanna then i made him watch friends and will and grace. ahahahahha
then i watched riley play the nintendo Wii coz i couldnt be bothered. then paul [rileys dad] came in and he asked if we wanted any movies and im like Saw 4 ?? then rileys like DONT LISTEN TO HER SHES CRAZY!! and pauls like was that Saw 4?? yes please =] haha
then me and riley went into his room and played the board game trouble, it was entertaining =]
then we went on the computer for a bit, then had dinner and me,emma,jile,brady and paul went into the lounge room and watched Saw 4. it was AWESOME =]
haha then when we finished that i kept riley company in his room.
then we went into the lounge room and watched some lame movie and our excuse for staying up until the early hours in the morning was that we were waiting for the easter bunny, we didnt see him =[

Sunday
me and emma didnt wake up until nearly 10.30am lol! then we wandered out to the lounge and anita gave us easter eggs and we were like :O thanks!!
then emma went to talk to jile and me,anita and riley were sitting in the lounge and anita gave brady his gift bag of easter eggs and he goes through it grabs a decent sized one and gave it to me and i was like :O and riley nearly fell off the lounge coz he'd never seen brady be nice. lol
then me and riley went into his room and i watched him play on the computer.
then at 4pm i had to go home and emma came home with me and we went to video ezy and got some movies out and we watched them.
and then we ended up going to bed around 11.50pm lol, mom told us to be in bed by midnight =]

Monday
woke up had breakfast and got ready for dancing then headed over to boston street.
then we practiced our solos and emma went back to rileys and i went home.
i came on the net, not much happened.

Tuesday
i had school and i went but i had a really bad headache so i got dad to drop me home and i was on msn and sammie [meant to be my best friend] started fully abusing me telling me i broke freddys heart and im a cold bitch and ra ra ra and im just like hang on dont you remember HE broke up with ME and she just kept getting up me so i was like i see where this is going and i dont need it in my life right now so talk to me when your gonna be nice. and freddy was trying to get me to get back together with him and i was like nope. turns out hes been badmouthing me to anyone who'll listen so im just like no fuck off.
i felt so horrible all afternoon i mean sammie was meant to be one of my bestfriends and she just turned on me like that and then i started thinking what if all my friends start doing that?!?!?
i panicked.
but then i was talking to danni and her and alicia had a fight and her boyfriend broke up with her and i was like aaaaw and told her what happened and she sympathized with me.

Wednesday
woke up with an extremely sore back so i got mom to zap my heatpack for me and i slept a bit more =]
then mom made me get up for school, man that was painful.
then i caught the bus to school and i just talked randomly with lincoln [catches the bus at my stop sometimes] hes funny.
then me and maddie got the back seat on the bus and we sat there bitching about people.
then we got to school and maddie was there. and i told racene what happened and she hugged me. i love my racene.
school was shit boring. first session - exam =[ form. second session - exam lunch - was alright third session - incredibly boring.
then mom picked me up and i went to the doctors.
i pulled a muscle in my back, i also have RSI, im getting a blood test later like next month.
ugh i hate my health.
then i came home, and got ready for ballet. then i was up at the studio and danni came up and i gave her the biggest hug =] it made me feel good to.
ballet was alright, we worked on the concert dance.
and now im sitting her feeling shit about myself eating easter egg and feeling fat...maybe i should stop eating the easter egg??

ugh anyway i'll go check all your blogs now xxo

[[i hope someday you have it all.]]