So Real

okay so time to pick up where i left off.

after freddy had to go home i walked home by myself im like arrrrgh! i was sad. then i got home went to my room and watched tv. and cried. then i watched House season 3 so that cheered me up a bit. i need more Scrubs dvd's. then i put some bleach in my hair and attempted to dye it pink but the pink only stuck on the roots and the bleached bits are kinda reddish but it still looks okay, i'll post some photos tomorrow or on the weekend.

ok now im up to Wednesday 31.10.2007
woke up and got ready to school. i still reallllllly hate school. but maddie went to school yesterday so that was good.
anyway me and maigen went for a walk in the morning so i was kinda late for my first class.
Session 1 ECP
boringggggggg we had to do some lame crossword and write out a lesson plan for today. and cheryl wasnt even there to talk to.
Form
me and bianca sat and talked as always, she asked where i was tuesday and i was gonna explain it all but the guys behind us were listening so i was like uhhm out.
Session 2 Drama
boring as! we watched some gay dvd about clowning and blah blah blah i just talked to shauna and danni.
1st Lunch
sat and talked to sammie and the guys.
Session 3 HPE
this guy jayden was telling me stories but they were really boring stories and he didnt shuttup all lesson i was like oh yea mmm ok yea. i felt like sleeping.
2nd Lunch
i was sitting between brittany and sammie and i got up to go for a walk and brittany saw the cuts on my leg and started asking sammie about them, then when i got back robbo sprayed me with cold spray. it was cold.
Session 4 Maths
i wasnt even 10 minutes late to class and the teacher came outside to talk to me before i got into class and because i didnt have a reason for being late i had to sit by myself in the front corner so i was like uhh fuck you and didnt do any work just sat there hitting my pencil on the desk and looking out the door.
after school i had to go get an xray, i am so so so sick of xrays now. ive had so many. i've broken nearly all of my fingers in primary school so i got xrays on them then this year ive had so many xrays on my wrist im just like >: hate you xray machine.
then i had ballet and i was like no i dont wanna coz of the cuts on my leg you can see them through the ballet tights but it was ok everyone was looking at my hair and i was actually getting stuff right all lesson so i was like oh yay.
then i came home and measured out ingrediants for cooking and started writing yesterdays post but then House started so i was like AAAHH WATCH HOUSE!

now for today. Thursday 1.11.2007
got up realised it was grade 11's day off then i was like dammit. coz sometimes i sit with grade 11's and they get every second thursday off school. so yea i was hoping that maddie would be at school today. i caught the bus and she was so it was all good.
Session 1 PBS
me and maddie rocked up late in our usual style. and we had some angry substitute teacher so we were like uhhm lets go hida at our computers and i did my work slowly.
Form
talked to bianca as always, still havent told her whats happened coz people listen into our conversations.
Session 2 ECP
attempted to make chocolate slice...it looks retarded but ive been told that it tastes nice.
1st Lunch
sat with racene,maddie,maigen,channi and nicole. we just talked about random stuff.
Session 3 English
me,bianca and jesse [jesse's a guy] were just making all these lame jokes and cracking up laughing. and the teacher kept giving us evil looks.
2nd Lunch
sat with racene coz all the others went for a walk and we were just talking about random stuff and laughing at people.
Parade
sat there bored as.
Session 4 SPS
was sitting next to tasha listening to my ipod but cheyne decided i looked sad [which i was] and sat between me and tasha and tried to cheer me up unsuccessfully.
then i came home and got ready to go late night, watched a bit of tv and left for late night.
late night was stupid. freddy always complains about he never sees me but then he just kept walking off tonight so me and sammie were like kayfine we see how it is. and i was texting him just before i left telling him to come see me coz i was leaving soon then mom came so i texted him saying nevermind im leaving now. and he texted this back to me "yeah ok thats totally cool it's not like i wanted to see you or anything i really miss you and im sorry im a complete stain i love you i miss you i need you" does that message sound angry?? i thought it did so i was like uhhm are you ok ? you seem angry? and he just said he missed me so i was like eeh whatever.

sorry cant answer comments coz mom wants me off the computer.

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