So Real

i have screwed up majorly
more on that later.

today i went to school, i didnt almost miss the bus and the morning was pretty good.
Session 1 ECP
sat up the back talking to britti,amy and casey. when the teacher asked about my assignment i lied and said id left it at home, their due tomorrow and i havent done anything coz i'd been away. ohwell.
Form
bianca was happy to see me, i finally got to tell her whats been happening. and tarin didnt have any smiley face biscuits for us to steal and he hi fived me when i told him i'd been home all week =] tarins an awesome friend
Session 2 Drama
i got to watch the clowning performances and im checking myspace now to see if jemmas put up the photo she took of us coz i really liked it. nope not yet, i'll put it on here when she puts it up. the performances were really good, quite funny actually cheered me up.
1st Lunch
sat with sammie and we gossiped, i miss her when shes not around.
then at the end of first lunch i went home coz i had a spare and then a rehab appointment so there wasnt much point in staying at school.
then mom booked me in to get the injection, im getting it next thursday and im kinda nervous coz they have to use a thick needle :S yes im scared.
then after mom made the appointment i came home and baked cookies =D
then sammie texted me telling freddy had seen a message that i sent her saying that i wasnt sure if i still liked him and she was stressing and i told her it'll be ok.
then freddy texted me and i had to try to explain that i get really nervous when in relationships when it comes to 1 month coz then i start thinking do i really love this guy and at that moment i was thinking no but then after i sent the message i knew yes, and i thought we'd broken up and he stopped texting me
then i had ballet and miss melinda was actually nice so it was a pretty fun class.
then just before freddy sent me a message saying he realised he was smothering me and he was gonna back off a bit then he texted me asking what i was doing so i dunno now...any ideas??

im thinking of doing something tomorrow but im not sure if i'll go through with it, it depends if i can find what i need. if i go through with it i'll post letting yous know.

comment time.

xo LilMizMari xo: yes i hate injections aswell, well some injections like if i know their gonna hurt then i get nervous but im fine with other injections. and needles to be honest i love getting piercings. hope you had fun at gymnastics.

*~*Blog Fairy*~*: sounds like a very interesting meeting. well my cellphones dont sound as cool as that, i have an LG strawberry chocolate slide phone and some sort of samsung phone. the slide phone is with telstra and the other ones with optus. your pyjamas sound cute.

Sammy: yes i love/hate pringles. i love the taste but hate how you just cant stop eating them lol. yes hoping the needle gets rid of my pain although the person at the rehab centre said my wrist will probably swell up and hurt for a bit at first :S haha yes i am a regular blogger now =] 4 posts in 4 days its a new record for me.damn them telling you to turn your music down you should turn it up and be like what?? i cant heeeear you!! hahahahahah. lol @ you scaring yourself. yes lowstick its like a umm limbo stick?? how low can you go how low can you go how low can you go... how does he sleep with 8 pillows?? well he kinda surrounds himself in pillows its really wierd but funny when he cant sleep coz hes missing a pillow. yes i still cant believe you forgot the blue hairdye, if you lived in bundy id invite you over and dye some of your hair blue and dye some of my hair blue then we'd be awesome =] then dye the rest of my hair different colors. what have i told you about deleting comments?? ive told you i enjoy reading identical pieces of writing that compliment my blogs but did you listen?? no! haha dont worry you'll still be getting a christmas card :)

my favourite pyjamas?? my long orange pants with tigger on them and they say leap into my arms and i my grey shirt from supre its kinda too big and in pink it says its all about house. meaning house music but i just say it means the tv show.

umm question question question...
favourite song of the moment??
i realise ive already asked this question but that was awhile ago and it mightve changed so tell me =][=

kay well i better leave yous now
loving yous xxo

[[i hope someday you have it all.]]