So Real

aloha friends =]
how are you all?? im okay-ish, actually not really. i dunno i just feel sad =[
ohwell life goes on.

time to tell yous about my day.
ok, so today is tuesday.

uhhm i woke up and today decided to pack lollies today [lol!] and caught the bus to school [blech!] and then me and maddie walked across to the shop to meet up with maigen and nicole as always, but yea then this chick was annoying me so i walked off with mel and sat at our table with mitch, then sammie came over =D lol. then the bell rang and me and sammie just stood there talking and bianca and her boyfriend walked over to me [woo!] aha then i teacher told us to get to class.

Session 1 SIP
we were meant to be playing Footsle [indoor soccer] then a teacher came and was like "all the girls need to come to the library for injections." and i was like :O !! i'd forgotted that we get our last needles today [cervical cancer vacinations]. these are the needles that actually hurt lol. so we went to the library and me and bianca lined up trying to get to the front of the line =] and i think i ended up 6th in line and bianca was after me, and i went through and i'd told bianca that id watch her. so i went and gave my slip to the guy and grabbed a lolly then just stood there watching bianca get her needle =D then she got a lolly and gave the guy her slip and we sat down. you know what the worst part was??...the lollies were so gross!! it was like homebrand or something =[ then we had to go back to class but instead we just sat around the corner, talked and watched everyone else play footsle lol. =D

Form
me and bianca sat there hoping we didnt get in trouble for not going to detention yesterday [apparently there was homework lol] and we didnt so we were like YEA! aha, and we bitched a bit more about the annoying fat chick [its practically a sport] lol.

Session 2 PBS
i was actually on time for once!! i know shocked me too! then i went in and sat next to tash coz maddie decided she didnt want to come to class and i didnt want to get on trouble for wagging again.so yea i went to class. so boring!! we were doing that stupid MYOB thing again but i could hardly concentrate coz my wrist was hurting heaps so i put my head on the desk then the teacher came round and started shaking my chair. and this is the conversation that took place.
Me: WHAT THE?!?!
Teacher: cmon christine you can do this work.
Me: my wrist hurts.
Teacher: well my teeth hurts and i still come to work.
Me: well ive had a tumour in my wrist since the start of the year >:
Teacher: oh well...just sit there and watch tash do her work.
Me: >:
and then she walked away, stupid teacher.

1st Lunch
uhhm...cant remember. i think me and sammie just sat under D block, then kirsten came after she'd gotten her needle. and we just sat and talked. it was good.

Session 3 Maths
aha late coz i was talking to sammie and kirsten lol. but it was ok coz im always late to class and i just walk in and sit down and he doesnt usually say anything. lol but then today when cheryl walkd in late like he still didnt say anything but then she went to drink some juice and he fully got up her and we were like ...ohk freaky. then me and cheryl laughed coz we figured he didnt like orange juice but maybe if she had apple juice itd be different. oh and as usual i didnt actually do any work i just copied answers off of other people =D

2nd Lunch
we sat under D block again but this time we ate my lollies [we being me, sammie and kirsten] aha and after we'd finished the lollies jezza, ben and richie came over and turns out jezza got his lip pierced on saturday, who knew..? and then i told him we ate all the lollies and he was like aww =/ maybe next time. lol. then we all started going for a walk but then richie found a bottle cap and they decided to play soccer. i think they had funn. lol.

Session 4 ECP
actually i didnt go to ECP, and no i didnt wag! i actually went to a FREE drama performance, lol. it wasnt that good but it was better than sitting in a classroom doing work. i actually had no idead what the performance was about it was just really confusing. i was like uhhm ok

then after school i didnt actually do much but i made a deal with mom, if i get a job and get enough money i can get a hiptop phone on a $30 plan or whatever it is, you get like unlimited everything and all you have to pay for is phone calls and who actually makes phone calls these days?? not me! lol. well sometimes i do but hardly ever lol.

then i was meant to be cleaning my room but instead i put on a scrubs dvd and texted danni.
and now im on msn and talking to people but also playing uno with bianca, woo! its kinda our thing lol.

aha yea super exciting day i know.

eek! i cant remember what yesterdays question was!! uhhm.
oh yes the favourite color question lol.
well i have to fave colors, pink and black. if you know me in person its really easy to tell that my fave color is pink by what i wear and all that so yea lol.
and todays question...errm
tell me what you see when you look out the window closest to you.

comment time.
SAMMY: aha of course your awesome since your commenting XD and uhhm no he actually hasnt really talked to me =[ lol, being an addict would add an interesting dramatic twist but no. ok tumour: its trauma induced because one time in acro we were doing backflips and i wasnt spotted properly and landed badly on my wrist which caused the trauma which caused the tumour, its so stupid but the physio says it seems like it might be in remission [going away] but if it doesnt i need surgery. yea monday pretty much sucks lol. please dont kill me with fudge!! not yet anyway...lol.
THEORY GAL: aha how could i not know who it is!! lol, woo!! we can start a trend then all the hollywood celebs will be like "ooh i need to go to red fanta rehab" and we can be like "nup!! only for awesome people!!" lol aha my friend has a display pic for msn which says hugs not drugs.
KIMMI: thanks for the comment XD yea teachers are stupid, ive been thinking of just smashing a computer over their head...or something. lol
PF NELLY: aha yes that person who commented was emmy =] i told her that i'd written about her so she wanted to read it lol. uuhm yea they say it looks like the tumours in remission but if its not i need surgery, i should find out in a couple weeks...maybe. yea the 4 hours dancing was practice for competition thats on this weekend, and we have to get over 90 points other was our studio director wont enter our groups into nationals.
thanks for the comments!!

im sorry guys but i really just have to vent in this last part so dont read if you dont want.
just because i dont eat much doesnt make me anorexic
because sometimes eating makes me sick doesnt make me bulimic
because i say im fat doesnt give me an eating disorder
because i dye my hair black doesnt make me gothic
because i used to cut doesnt make me emo
because i feel sad alot doesnt mean im depressed
im sorry i cant be fucking perfect but i thought no one was..?
FUCK YOU. dont judge me.


okay well im gonna comment all your blogs now.
have a good day
=]

[[i hope someday you have it all.]]