February 4th 2010 10:17PM


Today I've had 2 hours sleep. 5AM-7AM
Last week my doctor gave me the name of a herbal thing to help me sleep, I wasn't allowed to get it because it wasn't a prescription. I now have a prescription but noone can be bothered filling it.
I just want to sleep.

I'm having a bad day.


I wonder what life would be like if my parents loved me.


I've been in constant pain since the end of 2006.
I can't remember what it's like to not be in pain.



Had a fight with Jordan, sort of. Not so much a fight more me being tired and in pain and he did a couple little things that normally wouldn't bother me.
I can't understand why he loves.
I can't understand why anyone would love me.
I'm not likeable as a person.



I wish I was thin again.

1 opinions:

Miranda said...

Sure, you're a likeable person. And I think it's horrible that no one will bother to fill you're perscription; I don't blame you for wanting to sleep.